Sit 'n' Bounce

I made it work this summer

I got out of my own way

Neglected what was hectic to respect my day-to-day

With lifted intuition

Antennas to the ground

And at the culmination of this heady contemplation, maybe

I'm chasing my tail around

What's the point if I can't use it?

What's the point if I'm the same?

Did I entertain delusion and go back the way I came?

Is growth reserved for sitcoms

And people who pretend to care?

And is it worse to think you're cured or cursed beyond repair?

I've got this neighbor, he's a boulder

He's so stubborn, he doesn't move

I've been pushing that fucking boulder

He's going nowhere, he's in a mood

Did I get better or just better at hiding?

This excuse takes a lot of effort, and I hope that you like it

Don't go, don't go, go back

Don't take the peace of me!

I've got this neighbor, he's a boulder

He's so stubborn, he didn't move

I'm pushing that fucking boulder

He's rolled away now, what's the use?

'Cause when I'm looking, I see a corner (did I get better)

Was it the boulder back to bruise? (Or just better at hiding?)

(Don't go back!)

It's stupid to fear the boulder (did I get better)

When I don't see him, I think I do (Or just better at hiding?)

(Don't take the peace of me) oh!