Spiders

Is it all that you wanted?

Your hair blowing in the cold breeze

Secrets within the trees that are not revealed to you

You're frightened of your nature

Promises, they escape you

What's one more burden on the back of this beast?

I can't take back all the hurt I've caused

Everything I love I have somehow lost

And it's 4 in the morning

And the spiders are crawling

In my mind, replaying pictures of all that I can't undo

Love, I'm trying

But I can't pull myself out when the darkness comes

Love, I'm trying

But I can't pull myself out when the darkness comes

Is it a stain on your conscience?

Or is more like a mural?

A memorial for all those you've tried to be

Is it how you imagined it

In the great wide open?

With all you've left unspoken now just hanging in the breeze

'Cause I can't take back all the hurt I've caused

Everything I love I have somehow lost

And it's 4 in the morning

And the spiders are crawling

In my mind, replaying pictures of all that I can't undo

Love, I'm trying

But I can't pull myself out when the darkness comes

Love, I'm trying

But I can't pull myself out when the darkness comes

Love, I'm trying

But I can't pull myself out when the darkness comes

So soon

My old friend

I hope that I never see you

Again

Love, I'm trying

But I can't pull myself out when the darkness comes

Love, I'm trying

But I can't pull myself out when the darkness comes

Love, I'm trying

But I can't pull myself out of this one

No, I can't pull myself out when the darkness comes