Not Usually Like This

We used to be like the lovers, the ones that you'd see in a movie

I felt like I was your Noah and I thought that you were my Allie

But we weren't out of a book

And I never wanted to hide it

But I had my heart set on you

When I guess you still hadn't decided

But I was so fucked up when I saw the way you looked at him

Did you fall out of love? Did he give you something I couldn't give?

No, I'm not usually like this

And I don't think I'm ready for change

You know I could usually fight this

And sometimes I'm fine with the pain

And I know it's hard sometimes

But I wish you could stay for a moment

And you know I could usually fight this

No, I'm not usually like this

I thought I got over this feeling

'Cause it's been six years now

But I saw you last week on the street and

I caught myself turning around

Then I hoped that by now I'd forget

After parties when we'd stumble home

We'd text while we sneak past our parents

Drunk from bottles we don't even own

But I was so fucked up when I saw the way you looked at him

Did you fall out of love? Did he give you something I couldn't give?

And I'm not usually like this

And I don't think I'm ready for change

You know I could usually fight this

And sometimes I'm fine with the pain

And I know it's hard sometimes

But I wish you could stay for a moment

You know I could usually fight this

No, I'm not usually like this

Why do I fall when you're all out of love

And how do I know when you fell out of love?

No, why do I fall when you're all out of love?

So when did you fall out of love?

Oh, when did you fall out of love?

But I was so fucked up when I saw the way you looked at him

Did you fall out of love? Did he give you something I couldn't give?

No, I'm not usually like this

And I don't think I'm ready for change

You know I could usually fight this

And sometimes I'm fine with the pain

And I know it's hard sometimes

But I wish you could stay for a moment

You know I could usually fight this

No, I'm not usually like this

And I'm not usually like this

And I don't think I'm ready for change

You know I could usually fight this

And sometimes I'm fine with the pain

And I know it's hard sometimes

But I wish you could stay for a moment

You know I could usually fight this

No, I'm not usually like this