Upside down (feat. Adjua)

Not to be pessimistic I just wanna make things clear Statistics in my head got me living life in fear 8 million children globally go missing every year Billionaires exploiting kids all for an extra zero The end is near Kill with pride open fire blame the crimes on all the black guys All the violence can't get hired where's the love in this society? Filled with hate I'm afraid overcrowded overrated Equal rights Way too late cuz I'm not white and I aint straight Shut your mouth close your eyes Don't ask questions get in line My selflove based on likes Biggest dream to be admired Pretty hard to feel alive When your brain's controlled by AI You come home feel alone But your insta feed's on fire Ik krijg hoofdpijn van de dingen waar de meeste achter streven En soms lijken ze't te snappen maar weer even snel vergeten Flexen op je story maakt je even instafamous Maar er zijn kindjes op de wereld zonder ouders zonder eten Moeders met een kroost zien geen reden om te leven En de jongens van me buurt willen moorden voor de heer Meisjes amper 12 hebben benen weid gespreden Want hun mama die is ziek en papa die krijgt geen uitkering Lately Connecting more with nature They think I'm going crazy But I am home and I will stay here Lately Connecting more with nature They think I'm going crazy But I am home and I will stay here Falling feels like flying when the world is upside down When I'm getting choked is when I feel most alive How they used to drug me strip me, take me and mistreat me Is what circles round my mind the reason I come off so needy greedy easy Demanding of your love of your trust Always craving for your touch Yet keep pushing you away and start acting like a blood like thug I'm not a thug not a thug I'm not that though no Falling feels like flying when the world is upside down But the world is always spinning so I'm reaching for the clouds Reaching for that high cuz I'm done looking inside Being hunted by the demons of my past every night of my life I am scared I will lose my fcking mind And the doctors that've helped me should be locked up for a crime How can you look in the eyes of child Barely five Stuff it up with drugs just to shut me up at night 1 pill became 12 by the time I was 9 By the time I was 10 I was standing at the edge My body had been used by a dozen filthy men Ran back to te source just to bump into myself Once again Lately Connecting more with nature They think I'm going crazy But I am home and I will stay here