Diamond in the Trenches

I remember breaking down and there was no one to console me

Staying up late and I just thinking about the old me

Almost didn't make it, caught up in the matrix

Feeling like a **** diamond in the trenches

Every single piece of my advance is getting wasted

Out in L.A., you know we acting like we famous

All these women sipping class A inebriated

The club promoter racist, but I'm processing the payment

Sapphire princess cuts on the bracelet

Don't wanna fake it, but I gotta make it

Feels like everybody turned their back on me

Everything just feels like an attack on me

I don't need a hundred thousand million followers

I just need somebody that I can call my brother

Learn all my lessons from the past

With a sapphire, sapphire changed up everything

This time

Last year, I was inside

Losing my **** mind

I cannot stall my time, yeah

I cried rivers to my father, rivers to my mother

Gave me all the loving, then they told me to go harder

Do it for my lady, do it for my daughter

Gotta die to my old self or I'ma be a martyr

Sapphire princess cuts on the bracelet

Showing them the basics, all it took was patience

Had a plan, but then it backfired

Keep going, that's the price of dedication

Everybody telling me to take this medication

Doctor said, he said I probably shouldn't take it

'Cause if I overdose, then my family pay the price

And if I keep going, then I probably save a life

It be true story, pull up in the ting

Be, be on tour, all that I remember

I was pulling in the vans burning, hot damn when I

Outta the UK, feeling like a damn winner

Remember all them fans when they ran in

No fuck boy, they try to take advantage

I'm loving all the action and aggression

I love it when they really start to panic

This time

Last year, I was inside

Losing my **** mind

I cannot stall my time, yeah

I cried rivers to my father, rivers to my mother

Gave me all the loving, then they told me to go harder

Do it for my lady, do it for my daughter

Gotta die to my old self or I'ma be a martyr