When I'm Alone

Paranoid I'm seeing faces at the bottom of the bottle

That look like you

I can't avoid the reflections in the mirror you destroyed

That don't look like you

When I'm alone, I put my hand on the stove

Keep my wrist above the fire 'til I can see the bone

When I'm alone, that's when it hurts the most

When I'm in love

When I'm alone

I can't help but sink into that hole I dug for you

I got no more feelings, but I guess that's nothing new

I keep digging deeper, but my shovel's getting old

I can't fill the void inside myself without a soul

I have lost my way

It feels like an endless stay

When I'm alone, I put my hand on the stove

Keep my wrist above the fire 'til I can see the bone

When I'm alone, that's when it hurts the most

When I'm in love

Use my old wounds as a map to carve my new ones

I think I gave a shit once before the bottom hit

This is a special kind of hell, a death in living body

I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy

When I'm alone, I put my hand on the stove

Keep my wrist above the fire 'til I can see the bone

When I'm alone, I put my hand on the stove

Keep my wrist above the fire 'til I can see the bone

When I'm alone, that's when it hurts the most

When I'm in love