Midnight on Essex Road

Only love you when you poppin they don't see the pain

They don't see the times we played that corner till that money came

No cap, poppy used to hit me with a ton of flake

Ma son got Gucci's everything his drip is not a game.

Had to distance from bothers that watched my pockets

Made profits because we soldiered all them losses

Any time I do that school run just know I got it cah I'd rather Trey see me in the can than in that coffin (Amen)

lack discipline I watched ma money dissapear

Bro went to jail I took a loss it's been a sticky year

Fell out with the family things happend and I shed a tear

I promised that's the next time that I cry I'd be a millionaire

I had this one ting I'd never wifey

Told me that she loved me she was lying

O 18 **** ran up in ma crib n tried to kill me

She just moved into the blocks that I almost lost my life in

You could never know the pain I feel

I got a story but I'll tell it when I make a mill

Cah if I tell it right now they say I'm in ma feelings

But if I tell it when I'm up the call it hella real

With elegance I play the field

This money's gotta help me heal

So I want it in abundance aint got time to chill

See I was looking for some time when you had time to kill

I've always played the field that's why I tell it like I'm in the field

Look

I don't kno who loves me I can tell you that my son does

Ask around every phone I had was doing numbers

They all wanna know how I balance what I balance

When every single hour of the day I'm bunning ganjas

I just tell em that it's for the pain

It could be worse for what I've seen I should be sniffing yay

Ma money good but deep down I know it should be great

**** show me love but nowadays I know this could be fake

I'm just in it for the long run, gotta bun one, make it a long one

I'm on one, day in ma shores you never done one

I made a promise the day they let me out them dungeons

That I would never touch another onion

But still Hustle live in the T I can't help it

If you ask all of ma exes they say I'm selfish

I recall a talk with ma ex she called me helpless

While I was counting all this money in this shoe box wer ma shelf is

Cah we get it like we never had it

And when the price of you was up that shit got dropped with magic

I used to fuk with **** hard that was a dirty habit

Ex ting wants me back but I just know that she don't want this baggage

look

Feelings gotta let em go, use them as a stepping stone

Hustle gotta let em know

It's midnight on Essex road

I just want that money put ma family onto better goals

I told trey that I got this n he told me daddy

Bring it home