Camden

I've never said it but I know that I

Can't picture anything past twenty-five

Not like I care to know the timing

Not like I'm looking for that silence

Self diagnosing till I'm borderline

I'll do whatever helps to sleep at night

Until I'm feeling like an island

Until I'm strong enough to hide it

What was I thinking looking for a sign?

As if I've ever seen the stars align

Somebody take over the driving

Somebody notice how I'm trying

Somebody notice how I'm trying

When I'm toeing that line

All of the time

Calling it fine

Calling it fine

Toeing that line

All of the time

Calling it fine

Calling it fine

How do you call it when you're in your head?

Like when you're really keep inside of it?

I only talk into the mirror

I'm only scared of getting bigger

At least I never turned to cigarettes

My brother shielded me from all of that

He said that smoking was a killer

He said he knows that I've been bitter

Maybe I'm waiting for the go ahead

The validation that I never get

Most of the game is unfamiliar

Most of the girls are getting thinner

And I'm toeing that line

All of the time

Calling it fine

Calling it fine

Toeing that line

All of the time

Calling it fine

Calling it fine

All of me, a wound to close

But I leave the whole thing open

I just wanted you to know

I was never good at coping

All of me, a wound to close

But I leave the whole thing open

I just wanted you to know

I was never good at coping

All of me, a wound to close

But I leave the whole thing open

I just wanted you to know

I was never good at coping

All of me, a wound to close

But I leave the whole thing open

I just wanted you to know

I was never good at coping

I've never said it but I know that I

Can't picture anything past twenty-five

Not like I care to know the timing

Not like I'm looking for that silence

I've never said it but I know that I

I bury baggage till it's out of sight

I think it's better if I hide it

I really hope that I survive this