Abandoned

Sleepless in the night, I try to lose my faith in you Saying to myself you can't be the right one for me And now that you are gone I finally get a taste of freedom Only problem is I don't really want to be free I don't wanna be abandoned I don't want to curse your name I don't wanna feel the sadness Pretending that I'm still the same I don't want to burn your letters I don't want to face the truth I don't wanna be abandoned I don't wanna waste my youth You try to suffocate with your pretends And I believe in this shallow romance I ran for cover but I couldn't hide And still you try to get me to a bite You scratch me like a perfume ad Erasing all the feelings that I had And all the time you fake this loneliness 'Cause you wouldn't see my twisted mess I don't wanna be abandoned I don't want to curse your name I don't want to feel the sadness Pretending that I'm still the same I don't want to burn your letters I don't want to face the truth I don't wanna be abandoned I don't wanna waste my youth