Half Hour

I walk around for one half hour

My thinking's clear at night

In all the worlds I think I hear you

Soothing all the time

I've been let off work today

But all my plans are flakes

You're scared and it feels unfair

But maybe I'll be brave

I think I need you when I die

When I've got no one on my side

I think about it all the time when I need to

Get back when I see through lies

This time I scream until I cry

Then laugh for hours like we folded in half

I think about it all the time when I leave you

It won't be a clean goodbye

I never found a stead refusal

Like gritting through my teeth

You give me time for when I'm sinking

When I fail to please

Fighting off your lack of prowess

You smell like cigarettes

Reminded me of what you withdrew

When I hitched my bets

Slow down show me what you've seen

No I can't think of you

I'll only stay so you'll feel okay

But maybe I should move

I think I need you when I die

When I've got no one on my side

I think about it all the time when I need to

Get back when I see through lies

This time I scream until I cry

Then laugh for hours like we folded in half

I think about it all the time when I leave you

It won't be a clean goodbye

Look you say we gotta stay warm

We've gotta stay calm

Oh embrace

You got me but I can't tell if you're trying of not

I think I need you when I die

When I've got no one on my side

I think about it all the time when I need to

Get back when I see through lies

This time I scream until I cry

Then laugh for hours like we folded in half

I think about it all the time when I leave you

It won't be a clean goodbye