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PERFORMING ARTISTS
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Performer
Will Toledo
Will Toledo
Vocals
Andrew Katz
Andrew Katz
Drums
Ethan Ives
Ethan Ives
Guitar
Jon Maus
Jon Maus
Trombone
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Will Toledo
Will Toledo
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Will Toledo
Will Toledo
Mixing Engineer
José Díaz Rohena
José Díaz Rohena
Engineer
Steve Fisk
Steve Fisk
Producer

Lyrics

[Verse 1]
And half the time I want to go home
And half the time I want to go home
For the past year I've been living in a town
That gets a lot of tourists in the summer months
They come and they stay for a couple of days
But hey, I'm living here every day
I don't need the complications
I'm just in it for the beatings
It's almost a point of pride
They say that it doesn't happen that often
Pure sadism, pure sadism, pure sadism, pure sadism
[Verse 2]
I find it harder to speak
When someone else is listening
In the back of a medicine cabinet
You can find your life story
And the future in the side effects
I haven't played guitar in months
My strings are all broke
They got a portrait by Van Gogh
On the Wikipedia page
For clinical depression
[Verse 3]
Well, it helps you describe it
Yeah, it helps you describe it
Yeah, it helps you describe it
Yeah, it helps you describe it
Yeah, it helps you describe it
[Verse 4]
I don't have the strength (I don't have the time)
I pour myself a drink (I told myself a lie)
You know I've worried (You know I've tried)
Don't you know I'm not strong? (Don't you know I'm not kind?)
Someone's getting lucky (Some's calling the cops)
Someone takes me away (Someone make it all stop)
I had a bright tomorrow (I spent it all today)
Now I am silent at last
Now I have nothing to say (Now I have nothing to say)
Now I have nothing to say
[Verse 5]
If I'm being honest with myself
I haven't been honest with myself
It must be hard to speak in a foreign language
Intoxicado, intoxicado, intoxicado, intoxicado, intoxicado, intoxicado
[Verse 6]
I find it easier to sleep (And half the time I wanna go home)
But I'm not holding the noise machine (And half the time I wanna go home)
And half the time I'm like this
They'll send in Matt, captain trash
[Verse 7]
(I don't have the time)
(I told myself a lie)
(You know I've tried)
(Don't you know I'm not kind?)
(Someone's calling the cops)
(Someone make it all stop)
(I spent it all today)
(Now I have nothing to say)
[Verse 8]
I don't have the strength (I don't have the time)
I pour myself a drink (I told myself a lie)
You know I've worried (You know I've tried)
Don't you know I'm not strong? (Don't you know I'm not kind?)
Someone's getting lucky (Someone's calling the cops)
Someone takes it away (Someone makes it all stop)
I had a bright tomorrow (I spent it all today)
Now I am silent at last
Now I have nothing to say (Now I have nothing to say)
Written by: Will Toledo
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