In the Back of My Head

I'm a product of everything that I've ever seen That's the reason I'm redirecting my memory I've been fighting, it's nowhere that I can never be I'll stop talking 'bout it, it's draining your energy Far away, I said I would, I didn't stay My baby, you and I had our best days Come play, I'm always open for better ways Did you forget my ways? I can't forget the games This rain on me, baby, it's been insane Fish tank, I've been swimmin', I can't get away I've been working for a better life We got it going, so won't you stay for another night? (We got it going, so won't you stay for another night?) I'm a product of everything that has ever been I can feel the weight inside of me, I'm tremblin' Stumblin' on the back of my head, I can't get it out I tried to figure it out, it got me further from home I zone, I get lost, I come back I promise, I try, I just lose track Loose screws in the back of my head, yeah Back of my head, back of my head, yeah Still sad, when you left, I left too Real crazy, what we had is special Why is it all that I come back to? Because I lost it in the rest too