Finding Out

I had my heart broken

And that had me moving heartless

Taking it out on the wrong ones

Trying to prove I'm sexy regardless

I wasn't doing no work them times

But I wanted the same car as targets

I never had no shows or Giggs

But I'm out here 'Talking The Hardest'

Masked it with jokes and laughing

Yeah I'm good

If anyone's asking

Time has passed but I can't get past it

Hope tomorrow has todays answers

Good people around me

And I know I took them for granted

And hold tight Mumzie, she had to see a big man balling

I'm sorry, but I couldn't hold it it

Things are getting out of hand right now

I'm trying to get hold of it

And I know I'm not your only kid

Bailiffs are knocking for money

I know that I owe the ting

I'm trying to dig myself out of this hole I'm in

And I know this isn't how I'm supposed to live

I used to spend time at Kye's, Jigga's and Jadene's

I loved being off ends

Because the locals embraced me

Convinced myself I working

But I'm reality, I was lazy

My mind's over thinking

With all the these truths I'm finding out

Finding out

Finding out

I didn't know who I was

And I'm still finding out

Finding out, I'm still finding out

I didn't know who I was

And I'm still finding out

Finding out

Finding out

I never knew how strong I was

And I'm still finding out

Finding out

I guess I'm finding out

I never knew how strong I was

And I'm still finding out, yeah

I thought I knew everything

I just had too many thoughts

(Had too many thoughts)

You get given this life

You've just got prove that it's yours

(Gotta prove that it's yours)

I had to learn to listen

And know when you shouldn't talk

And understand what habits I have

That I use for support

And it's funny, cah love was the cure and the cause

But when I look back on it

Them things were usually forced

So many red flags that I used to ignore

It just gets to a point

When you're not even you anymore

It's mad when you deep it

When I was bruk, I got on the coach to Elise's

(Ten pound in my pocket dem times deh)

Leave in the morning and I touched down in the evening

(I know you know about them ones there)

And I think around them times there me and- weren't speaking

Probably over some minor disagreement

I never held feelings

(We don't hold on to badness here)

I was looking for love

But it wasn't what I needed

Deavon tried to show me a lot of things

But I wasn't ready to receive it

I felt down and defeated

Bruddah I had to go through some healing

A lot of lessons I should of learnt from time

But all now bro, I'm still finding out

Finding out

Finding out

I didn't know who I was

And I'm still finding out

Finding out,I'm still finding out

I didn't know who I was

And I'm still finding out

Finding out

Finding out

I never knew how strong I was

And I'm still finding out

Finding out

I guess I'm finding out

I never knew how strong I was

And I'm still finding out

Finding out

Finding out

I didn't know who I was

And I'm still finding out

Finding out, I'm still finding out

I didn't know who I was

And I'm still finding out

Finding out

Finding out

I never knew how strong I was

And I'm still finding out

Finding out

I guess I'm finding out

I never knew how strong I was

And I'm still finding out

Finding out

Finding

Finding

Finding out

You don't know how strong you are

I hope you find it out

Find it