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Catie Turner - (Wish I Didn't Have To) Lie [feat. JORDY] (Official Performance Video)
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Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Catie Turner
Catie Turner
Vocals
Earwulf
Earwulf
Programming
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Catie Turner
Catie Turner
Songwriter
Jordy Shulman
Jordy Shulman
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Catie Turner
Catie Turner
Engineer
Marcus Garcia
Marcus Garcia
Engineer
Chris Athens
Chris Athens
Mastering Engineer
Serge Courtois
Serge Courtois
Mixing Engineer
Earwulf
Earwulf
Producer
Josh Wood
Josh Wood
Vocal Producer

Lyrics

I don't hate you
I just hate the way I miss you
And I hate the way it hits me at night
You ruined the J-Train
You ruined Fleetwood for me too
I only think about the good days
Know it's cause I'm scared to let go of you
You fucked up New Jersey, you fucked up the way I see myself
I don't think of how you hurt me
But it hurts like hell
It means I'm still in denial, It's a cycle
Another year flies by
It means that I'm still waiting for the day you show up at my door
Oh I don't hate you
I just hate the way I miss you
And I hate the way it hits me at night
I don't hate you
I just hate the way I love you
And I hate the way I tell myself I'm fine
You messed up late-night drives
You messed up Target for me too
I don't throw away our Polaroids
I think it's cause I'm scared to tell the truth
It's always the littlest things
Sweatshirts and video games
You probably don't feel the same
I don't hate you
I just hate the way I miss you
And I hate the way it hits me at night
I don't hate you
I just hate the way I love you
And I hate the way I tell myself I'm fine
I wish I didn't have to lie
Ooh,ooh (Ooh,ooh)
Wish I didn't have to lie
Ooh,ooh (Ooh,ooh)
I don't hate you
I just hate the way I miss you
And I hate the way it hits me at night
I don't hate you
I just hate the way I love you
And I hate the way I tell myself I'm fine
I wish I didn't have to lie
Wish I didn't have to lie
Written by: Catie Turner, Jordy Shulman

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