Credits
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Trenton Casillas-Bakeberg
Songwriter
Antoine Edwards
Songwriter
Lyrics
Silly me
Always looking in the mirror
Like, wow that's really me
Yeah, that's he only thing
I fear- is when I make it, & I'm
Famous, like I'm finally the one
Feeling faker than a motherfucker
Banking on a gun, sayin' silly me
And I keep looking at myself like
"Is this really me?" Can't help but
Wonder why I'm here, when all I
Ever wanted was to represent the rez
I'm from- but now I'm jaded from
These ugly motherfuckers & I'm done
I know- I know, I know, I know
I should be still but I can't right now
I gotta go-woah woah, I got
No chill when I'm back in town
Overthinking & noticing that
I overdrink when I overthink
Huh, one blink & and I'm back
In the clink & it's so distinct
When you know that stink
I know it's killing me, but hey
That's life, it'll be alright
I know you're feelin' me
Take your time cause we got all night
Learning lessons, counting blessings
But always forgetting some
Never heartless, but regardless
It's enough to make you numb
Si- Si- Silly me
Always looking in the mirror
Like, wow that's really me
Yeah, that's he only thing
I fear- is when I make it, & I'm
Famous, like I'm finally the one
Feeling faker than a motherfucker
Banking on a gun, sayin' silly me
And I keep looking at myself like
"Is this really me?" Can't help but
Wonder why I'm here, when all I
Ever wanted was to represent the rez
I'm from- but now I'm jaded from
These ugly motherfuckers and I'm done
My time, my grind, my shine done
Shed on all that, lifetime of right times
Can't let nobody stall that, I made bread
Stayed in, make sure all my problems stay dead
Energy too real, expose fakes cause he can't fake it
Oh no, music taught me how to stay alone
Learn to live to call the road my fuckin' home
(My fuckin' home) My peace, I keep my mind
I'm gone, yeah yeah- I'm in my zone, yeah,
In his zone, I had to let some people go, yeah
I let 'em go, yeah- silly me, I should have known
Yeah, should have known, should have known
That separation and I know that
I can't take this energy, my heart full of love
Yeah, my heart full of gold, done just red, I am it
I'm golden, my people are solid, your people
Be folding, persona verse rap till you buy all
That shit you be learning on socials
Don't compare who fees the greatest
I'm GOAT, I'm OD, your OG he know me
And I notice, youngin's is lost outta focus
They need to sit back and meditate, look in and
Find where your home is, you been focused
On your homies, and don't do alone good
Being alone ain't gotta be so lonely, oh no
On the way to the top, way to the top, yeah
Can't take this energy
Written by: Antoine Edwards, Trenton Casillas-Bakeberg
