Nineteen

Some days when I'm down just a little bit I drop myself to the floor

It's not a problem if it hurts because I can't feel ache anymore

I only came back home because I wanted to see what's changed

And when I realise everyone's gone, but I still feel the same

I wasn't meant to be

This bored at nineteen

My friend lived next to me

Now she won't wanna see

Me look differently

Now that I'm nineteen

And now I wish that I could tell all my ex jobs in retail

That I should've stayed at work 'cause of the A Levels I failed

My cousin just told me that my favourite shop shut down

And my other one just told me that I've always got a frown

My, my mind's alone

Because I'm alone

My mind's alone

Because I'm alone

My mind's alone

Because I'm alone

My mind's alone

Because I'm alone

I wasn't meant to be

(The gore, the pain, I've had so much

I love to hate the way I shaped

Because I'm hurt and living rough

And I know I'm nothing to you)

My friend lived next to me

Now she won't wanna see

Me look differently

Now that I'm nineteen