My Ego Dies At The End

I think I lost something in the water

I tried to swim to it

I could not swim to it

Drowned in a dream that should've made me stronger

I tried to swim through it

I could not swim through it

Leave my body and the party early

Cry on the train playing Justin Vernon

Such a long walk back to 30th

I have the dream again, I have the dream again

My ego dies at the end, it's ego death

I live the dream I guess, still don't know what it meant

Who am I? I've lost the thread

My ego dies at the end

I lost the girl I was over a winter

I tried to cry for it

I could not cry for it

Sank down to search the bottom of the river

I tried to die for it

I could not die for it

Leave my body and the water early

Dry baptism, but it felt like burning

If I don't write about it was it really worth it?

I have the dream again, I have the dream again

My ego dies at the end, it's ego death

I live the dream I guess, still don't know what it meant

Who am I? I've lost the thread

My ego dies at the end

Leave my body and my ego early

Kill it kind with a surgeon's mercy

Claim I put it out of its misery

I have the dream again, I have the dream again

My ego dies at the end, it's ego death

I live the dream I guess, still don't know what it meant

Who am I? I've lost the thread

My ego dies at the end