Hate

I am so broken

My wounds are open

For the world to see

That I am the unclean

I'm dirty

I'm unworthy, no

No turning, fire's burning

I hate that you hurt me

I'll take what you've done

I hate that you're happy

I thought you were the one

I hate that I still want you

And miss your smile

I hate everything about you

I hate myself for hanging on

My eyes are distorted

From the lies that you've spoken

I scream

But I feel nothing

It's unreal

Dirty

I'm unworthy, no

No turning, fire's burning

I hate that you hurt me

I'll take what you've done

I hate that you're happy

I thought you were the one

I hate that I still want you

And miss your smile

I hate everything about you

I hate myself for hanging on

Breathing's not a part of healing

It doesn't mean I'm alive inside

Just because my heart's still beating

It doesn't mean I don't wanna die slow

I hate that you hurt me

I'll take what you've done

I hate that you're happy

I thought you were the one

I hate that I still want you

And miss your smile

I hate everything about you

I hate myself for hanging on

I hate that you hurt me

I'll take what you've done

But I hate everything about you

I hate myself for hanging on

Hate myself for hanging on