The Abandoned

(Three, two, one)

Staring at the wall

I never thought this would be so hard

How could have I been

So close and never known you?

I never knew, I never knew you at all

You will always be my father

But I hope you know

It's your fault that

I'll never know what that means

You left a void

That never could be replaced

I'm dying inside

But you will never see

I always had hoped

That you did not want it this way

But no matter how hard I try

You always pushed me away

You said you loved me but

How was I supposed to know

(How was I supposed to know)

When you left me here, you left me here alone?

Do I ever even cross your mind

Just for a second?

(Do) Do (You) You know I'm alive?

You know I would let in

But you threw everything away

So tell me what did you get

From all of these years of pain?

You have no clue what I've been through

But I guess that you wanted it that way

How was I supposed to know

(How was I supposed to know)

When you left me here, you left me here alone?

(You left me here alone)

Do I ever even cross your mind

Just for a second?

(Do) Do (You) You know I'm alive?

If you would've been there (Been there)

If you would've stuck around (Stuck around)

If you would've been there

When I needed you

You would've been, you would've been so proud

(Been so proud)

How was I supposed to know

(How was I supposed to know)

When you left me here, you left me here alone?

(You left me here alone)

Do I ever even cross your mind

Just for a second?

(Do) Do (You) You know I'm alive?