I Got Shit

My lips are shakin', my nails are bit off

Been a month since I've heard myself talk

Only advantage this life's got on me

Picture a cup in the middle of the sea

And I fought back in my mind

Never let's me be right, oh

I got memories, I got shit

So much it don't show, oh

I walked the line

When you held me in at night

I walked the line

When you held my hand and I

On empty shells, seems so easy to crack

Got all these questions, don't know who I could even ask

So I'll just lie alone and wait for the dream

Where I'm not ugly and you're lookin' at me

And I'll stay in bed

Oh, little I've seen there

If just once I could feel loved

Oh, stare back at me, yeah

But I walked the line

When you held me in at night

Oh, I walked the line

When you held my hand and I

Oh, I walked the line

When you held me close at night

I paid the price

Never held you in real life

My lips are shakin'