Not Saying That I'm Sorry (feat. BABYCHAOS)

There was a time when you stood longer in my head

Than you did in my life

Now you never cross my mind

I never knew what home felt like

But I knew I never found it in you

I left the door wide open way too many times before

Now I swear it doesn't even exist anymore

I'm not saying that I'm sorry

I'm not the one who made me a ghost

I only hoped to be the one

You think about when you get lonely

I'll stay with you 'til the morning

It's over now and I'm finally out

I had to break it to myself before I could escape

Now I am more alive but I still feel the hate

I still feel the hate

Hate

I'm not saying that I'm sorry

I'm not the one who made me a ghost

I only hoped to be the one

You think about when you get lonely

I'll stay with you 'til the morning

It's over now and I'm finally out

It's the emptiness you feel inside when you lie to your lover

You tell them everything is fine

It's the eerie things you feel at night

When you try to convince yourself I'm not on your mind

But time will never erase

The memories just won't keep you up at night

Rose from the ashes of all my past mistakes

There's always another way

And I'll find someone someday

I'm not saying that I'm sorry

I'm not the one who made me a ghost

I only hoped to be the one

You think about when you get lonely

I'll stay with you 'til the morning

It's over now and I'm finally out