Against Reason

Awake in bed, nervous and haunted by the things you said

What my friends try to tell me replaced instead

By when you said that you loved me

It's in my head, I'm just in my head

I cannot lie, when I had needed you, you just stood by

And you watched and you laughed while I died inside

But still I can't seem to just let this die

I can't let this die

You can't relate to the things that I say

When I need you I can't find you

But when it's getting late, I'll go through the pain

Of chasing you down every road you make me take

The tone it rings, can't bare to check I know what I would see

Haven't changed out my contacts it's killing me

Want to throw out my phone but I can't break free

What if she calls me

You hid unknown, when I was talking to her all alone

Then you got your revenge by getting my car towed

When you crashed though the doors of that one old folks home

Then you called my phone

You can't relate to the things that I say

When I need you I can't find you

But when it's getting late, I'll go through the pain

Of chasing you down every road you make me take

And the times that aren't that bad

They're the only thing I have