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Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Royal & the Serpent
Royal & the Serpent
Vocals
Alex Flagstad
Alex Flagstad
Guitar
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Mark Gozman
Mark Gozman
Songwriter
Nick Ruth
Nick Ruth
Songwriter
Ryan Jillian Santiago
Ryan Jillian Santiago
Songwriter
William Behlendorf
William Behlendorf
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Nick Ruth
Nick Ruth
Producer
Chris Geiringer
Chris Geiringer
Mastering Engineer
Adam Hawkins
Adam Hawkins
Mixing Engineer
Marky Style
Marky Style
Producer

Lyrics

[Intro]
The rumors say
That I just wanna be a good person
And I don't wanna be a person that hurts anybody
And if I've ever hurt you I'm sorry
And I was wrong for doing so
I just love you so so much
[Verse 1]
I've said and done some crazy shit, that's all you know about me
I've always had a way of losing everyone around me
[PreChorus]
Sorry to my mom and dad that I probably alarmed
The friends that I ignored that told me not to party this hard
And one more for my ex, I'm sorry that I keyed your car
I don't recognize that person anymore
[Chorus]
Think I'm finally done being the crazy bitch I was
So if I ever hurt you once
I hope you understand
That's not who I am
[PostChorus]
I am, I am, I am
I am, I am, I am
I am, I am, I am
(That's not who I am)
[Verse 2]
I am aware in many ways I still haven't changed
I am the girl that might get a tattoo of your name
I am no longer drawn to disaster
Push on to the next chapter and whatever comes after
[PreChorus]
I am ready to feel high when I'm sober
Tell me, am I growing up and not just gettin' older?
[Chorus]
Think I'm finally done being the crazy bitch I was
So if I ever hurt you once
I hope you understand
That's not who I am
I am, I am, I am
I am, I am, I am
I am, I am, I am
That's not who I am
I am, I am, I am
I am, I am, I am
I am, I am, I am
[Bridge]
I am ready to feel high when I'm sober
Maybe the worst of my bullshit is over
[Chorus]
Think I'm finally done being the crazy bitch I was
So if I ever hurt you once
I hope you understand
That's not who I am
I am, I am, I am
I am, I am, I am
I am, I am, I am
[Chorus]
Think I'm finally done being the crazy bitch I was
So if I ever hurt you once
I hope you understand
That's not who I am
I am, I am, I am
I am, I am, I am
[Outro]
Hi Ry-Ry, its grandma
Just sending lots of love and kisses and hugs
Hope everything is okay
I love you, grandma misses you
And I'm so proud of you, my rockstar
Written by: Mark Gozman, Nick Ruth, Ryan Jillian Santiago, William Behlendorf
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