Idiot

I’ve gotta clean the house today

The outside world just don’t seem safe

I might let myself waste away

To feel like I have something in control

I wanna hurt myself today

It’s been a while and I miss the pain

I give out and get no gains

I’ve only got myself to blame

But I won’t be seeking your help again

Cos you’ve got priorities

You’ve got priorities

(Priorities)

I’m sorry I missed you

You know that I’m hurting

Wanna stay in do bad things

I regret

I’m an idiot

I’m sorry I missed you

(I just wanna stay home)

You know that I’m hurting

(and its not your fault)

Wanna stay in do bad things

I regret

I’m an idiot

Wanna stay in do bad things

I regret

I’m an idiot

Could I serve myself today

Stay in bed and masturbate

Feel like I deserve the break

What a dream I’ll never live that way

Wanna stop this rut today

I’ve listed all the things I’ll change

I expect too much

But give away my energy

I’ve only got myself to blame

But I won’t be seeking your help again

Cos you’ve got priorities

You’ve got priorities

(Priorities)

I’m sorry I missed you

You know that I’m hurting

Wanna stay in do bad things

I regret

I’m an idiot

I’m sorry I missed you

(I just wanna stay home)

You know that I’m hurting

(and its not your fault)

Wanna stay in do bad things

I regret

I’m an idiot

Wanna stay in do bad things

I regret

I’m an idiot

I’m sorry I missed you

(I just wanna stay home)

You know that I’m hurting

(and its not your fault)

Wanna stay in do bad things

I regret

I’m an idiot