Credits
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Sophia Clarissa Martin
Songwriter
Lyrics
[Verse 1]
I like bike riding, it's oh, so exciting
Much better than fighting with all who come near me
Rope's getting tighter, my hand's on the lighter
I'm playing with fire, you'd better come save me
[Verse 2]
That there's my sister, yeah, you couldn't miss her
That big facial blister, her pity getting scheme
I think I hate her, those green alligators
I wish they'd had ate her, if that happened, you'd see
[PreChorus]
That there's a part of me that's appealingly sweet
I'm surе you'd agree, if you got to know me
And admittedly, I'm not that interesting
But I'll let you have what's mine if you just give me your time
[Chorus]
If there's a party today, it's not coming my way
Should be needless to say that I need things to change
Remember yesterday?
I bought you flowers, you threw them away
[Bridge]
Coffee and peppermint tea
Brewing instructions engraved on leaves
Symbols that I can't read
Seems it's all written in Chinese
I could use some help translating these
[Bridge]
I'm an unknown breed, unsprouted seed
A hot spring with its waters frozen over by your cold mentality
If it's grief you need, here, take my spleen
I'm gonna bleed all over the floor
And more until you remember me
[Verse 3]
I like bike riding, it can be exciting
But I'm through with hiding, you're gonna think I'm crazy
Swallowing swords now, too bad I don't know how
I'm juggling knives, ow! Three fingers that cost me
[Verse 4]
Oh, what have I done? A green luscious island
It's covered in diamonds, far as the eye can see
Lower the bar, 'cause I'm choking on stardust
Becoming a carcass, though pain's rather tasty
[Chorus]
There's a part of me that's appealingly sweet
I'm sure you'd agree, if you got to know me
And admittedly, I'm not that interesting
But I'll let you have what's mine if you just give me your time
[Chorus]
With myself I must play in this game of charades
'Cause there's no one to speak to of the things I've got in my brain
There's nothing particular I need you to say
At least care to see if I'm okay
[Bridge]
Watch me now play with pointy things
Look, see, isn't it interesting?
No, you're not even listening
Is that not brave enough for you?
As flies are drawn to the rotting cheese
Are sadists attracted to misery?
In this case, that's another word for me
So I'll boost the danger times two
Or maybe three
[Bridge]
Just red paint? Babe, this ain't pretend
How I long for your arms again
I might lose me a leg or head
Maybe you would believe me then
Autumn leaves failed to break my fall
Sticks and stones, didn't care at all
Skin and bones decorate the walls
Think that's everything I can recall
[Chorus]
Finally, a party just for me
In contrast with those attending, I'm quite happy
Like your brain's hard drives just installed sympathy
Judging by how much you cry, it's like you're draining your eyes
Got in candy land, I paid the entrance fee
Good thing no one tried to stop me through my self-injury spree
People, please, you should be smiling
If ya cared that much, should've showed love 'fore I became a piece of meat
[Chorus]
Hey, come on, let's up the vibrancy
I want some sort of balloons and your tears can be the confetti
Gone from living feces to your priority
Funny how much more you notice something that you can't see
A whole garden on flowers and my name etched on a rock
All this could've been avoided, all I wanted was to talk
Now I've been appointed, as your new king, I decree
That it's too late to start caring about me
Written by: Sophia Clarissa Martin