Blackout

Put myself in a dark hell

How am I doing? I'm not well

Just woke up in a motel

Alone, guess I blacked out

Popping pills, not paying bills

I can't sit still, my cup re-fills

I'm getting chills, I know the drill

Oh, I'm feeling ill

Mixing with lemonade

Give in to my decay

Only myself to blame

Mamma, I know she prays

No friend will lend a hand

Burned every bridge I'm in

Not one lie left to tell

I know I need help

I'm breaking, can you change me?

In a nightmare, somebody wake me

Treading water till I can't see

I black out, won't wake up till tomorrow

Watch me drown at the bottom of a bottle

Killing myself till I black out

Living in hell till I black out

Want it to be over, waking up sober

Catch my breath and I count to 3

I want it to be over, devils on my shoulder

Lift this curse right off of me

Black out, I've black out

Black out, I've black out

Drinking smoking 3 packets

Thinking don't be so average

Shaking in a jean jacket

See panic, mean addict

That's when dreams vanish

Want me to rehab it

It's passed a bad habit

I can't stand it, I need answers

I'm breaking, can you change me?

In a nightmare, somebody wake me

Treading water till I can't see

I black out, won't wake up till tomorrow

Watch me drown at the bottom of a bottle

Killing myself till I black out

Living in hell till I black out

Want it to be over

Waking up sober

Catch my breath and I count to 3

I want it to be over

Devils on my shoulder

Lift this curse right off of me

Truth is burning in my eyes

Feeling like I'm half alive

I swear this is the last time

Escaping my suicide

Truth is burning in my eyes

Feeling like I'm half alive

I swear this is the last time

Escaping my suicide

Black out, I've black out

Black out, I've black out

I black out won't wake up till tomorrow

Watch me drown at the bottom of a bottle

Killing myself till I black out

Living in hell till I black out

Want it to be over, waking up sober

Catch my breath and I count to 3

I want it to be over, devils on my shoulder

Lift this curse right off of me