Sabotage

Trying to meet expectation but I ain't the same

Wondering how I could be broken but still claim I'm changed

Time after time, it's the same mistake on a new page

No eraser on my pencil so I guess I'm to blame

In a constant day dream, what's ahead of me now?

If I could just see, myself through this facade

But I tend to sabotage

I tend to sabotage

I tend too, ruin my health, betray myself, my heart all on the table

I tend to sabotage, I

Fading, fading, fading

I'm not waiting

Waiting, waiting, waiting for myself

To give myself the honor

Of breaking another promise

I know that you're betting on it

I've been waiting on it, on it

In a constant daydream

What's ahead of me now?

If I could just see, myself through this facade

But I tend to sabotage

I tend to sabotage

I tend too, ruin my health, betray myself, my heart all on the table

I tend to sabotage

I, I, I, I, I

I, I, I, I, I