Yo, I'm breaking inside

I know it's getting hard to run when I'm drunk and I'm feeling dumb

Not many places to hide, I'm like

I don't wanna face you tonight

I might place a stake deep inside my heart just to know I'm alive

I try to be a better guy

But it's kind of hard to do when you're fucking around and spreading them lies

And then you, and then you wonder why

When you're the reason that I'm hurting and I'm learning that I'd rather be high

Just lit a new J now I'm feeling it

Window shrine now I'm sweating and forgetting it

Never really think about the differences

Sit and think about the times when I rhymed

But I knew you never even really gave a shit

Too distracted with yo fragrances

Why yo friends always hating shit

I swear you be on the fakest shit

I'm just tryna make some money why you gotta say goodbye

You got exactly what you wanted you ain't even gotta cry, no

I can tell when you're lying I could see it in yo eyes

Try to be with you but babygirl I'd rather die

Why do you

Gotta hurt me all the time

Time

I would

I would rather die

Die

I'm in your closet naked

How did I ever make it

I threw away that bracelet

I knew I couldn't face it

Now my body's vacant

I think it feels amazing

Too drunk for a conversation

Bittersweet is what I'm tasting

Can you carry me across a garden full of doves

The only thing that's missing is an ounce of your trust

Don't you try to leave, I swear that you have done enough

I'm such a hypocrite, I gotta go and catch the bus

I'm not so innocent

I made mistakes, I took a break, it left a dent

I tried to change, and change the way you looked at him

I tried to salvage what we had

But it did the damage, the damage is evident

I'm better than I've ever been, I could be your president

We could trump these hoes, we all know they irrelevant

I tried to live my life without ever considering

Your feelings or you're emotions, why you feeling so broken

Used to have a family, your mom's a stranger to me, your sis is a stranger to me

I find it hard to believe his goal was hard to achieve

But he did it, killing our love and I'm the witness

We said we would work it out just like fitness

Everything you did was something you did not want done

You could try to just forget it but the action is already sprung

The poison inside our veins is putting pain in our lungs

We claimed we would die together, now your the one that doesn't jump