ohfuckimnotok

Just turned twenty-one and I hate what I've become

Wasting time as if I'm getting young

I wanna rest, but can't find peace 'cause my sheets are drowning me

I only live my dreams when I'm asleep

So don't wait, I'm already gone, gone, gone

'Cause I'm far from fine, but I'm close to the line

It gets hard sometimes, so, oh fuck, I'm not okay

I'm far too kind to the voices in my mind

It gets hard sometimes, so, oh fuck, I'm not okay

Just turned twenty-one, I feel too old to be this young

I live alone with brittle bones and rust

And karma's close in tow to collect the debts I owe

And this life of mine's on borrowed time, I know

So don't wait, I'm already gone, gone, gone

'Cause I'm far from fine, but I'm close to the line

It gets hard sometimes, so, oh fuck, I'm not okay

I'm far too kind to the voices in my mind

It gets hard sometimes, so, oh fuck, I'm not okay

Oh fuck, I'm not okay