Desperately Seeking Answers

I try to recall

Remember what it felt like?

I can't conceive this

It's real and it hurts

I can't begin, I can't keep up this way

It's all a game, it's all done

I kept waiting, I can't keep up this way

It's all a game, it's all done

When you were with me

Things were in its right place

This is the end

It's real and it hurts

I can't begin, I can't keep up this way

It's all a game, it's all done

I kept waiting, I can't keep up this way

It's all a game, it's all done

And when I think of this all in the end

It seems unreal (I felt it slip away again)

I start to realize nothing matters

I start to realize nothing matters