RIP SETH FIRKINS

Tape 1, side A

Keep my money stashed, I call that shit the bread box, oh

(Oh-oh-oh)

I can't say too much on camera 'cause the feds watch

I wish a mo'fucker would, you better not

Disrespect my hood, you askin' for a headshot

Mama love me but she had me out of wedlock

Drop that dope and watch it lock up like a dreadlock

Red October, so my feet are dripped in deadstock

For them hunchos, turned the condo to a sweatshop

Only good cop I believe in is a dead cop

I wasn't raised by my real pops, I love my step-pops

Couldn't afford no new school clothes, used to feel left out

Granny helped us pay them bills, my mom was stressed out

Everybody know my mind

Guess that's what I get for thinkin' out loud, yeah

Everybody know my mind

Just wanna make my mama proud (Yeah-yeah, yeah-yeah)

Add up all these blessings, make 'em count (Yeah-yeah, yeah-yeah)

I was trappin' out my auntie house (Yeah-yeah, yeah-yeah)

I was livin' on my partner couch (Yeah-yeah, yeah-yeah)

They say the kind like me don't make it out

Mama said my mouth gon' get me in trouble, it did

Homeless shelter, it's just me in a room full of kids

Certain shit you can't forget, gotta learn to forgive

Gotta look below the surface, it's deeper, you dig

Everybody know my mind

Guess that's what I get for thinkin' out loud

Everybody know my mind

Just wanna make my mama proud

Hey Bryan, it's your mother

I am so sorry, um

Last told you by now

Arya's just called, told me I hadn't, I hadn't called you

I was gonna take shit

Oh, but she told me you had a stroke, couldn't talk

You were sick

So I told her I was gonna text you, oh

Yesterday, but I'm feelin' a little down myself

I don't think I have a stroke

God, there's somethin' goin' on

Oh, but she told me about

About seven, first

So, I just wanna let you know I'm here for ya

For now

I'm prayin' for ya

Like I always do, mm-hmm

Ah, call me when you get the chance

I'll have to take shit

I know you, you're not feelin' good

I wanna hear from ya

I wanna, I wanna, I wanna reach out

You know, to talk to ya a little bit

I love you, hun

Let me know if I can do anything for ya

And I'll, and I'll try to reach out later to ya

Love you Bryan, bye