california

I'm afraid to love you now

I was never used to growth

But something's on the other side of this

Now I live in California

I'm afraid to love you now

I was never used to this

But something's on the other side of us

Now I live in California

Cradle me, dear

I'm so deprived of love

I'm so depressed, it shows

You know the trouble

Nights on the rubble

Dying for one more chance to see the world

Crying at the funeral

All my addictions

Healed of the sickness

I am a witness

I'm afraid to love you now

I was never used to growth

But something's on the other side of this

Now I live in California

I'm afraid to love you now

I was never used to this

But something's on the other side of us

Now I live in California

Gotta find the right words

I don't really wanna fight for it

I've been staying up late

Wanna fill up my plate

I don't really wanna die for this

I don't really wanna talk about ya

But it's always on my mind

Every time I heard you cry

Wanna set these things aside

'Member nights thinking

We were so in love with

Everything we touched

But didn't tell a body that

This was fucking tough

On my soul

On my soul (On my soul)

Never let go

Never let go

But I'm afraid to love you now

I was never used to growth

But something's on the other side of this

Now I live in California

I'm afraid to love you now

I was never used to this

But something's on the other side of us

Now I live in California