april

I've been torn apart

Been stripped down out of my clothes

It's been too long, carrying this weight

But I don't know what to do

And darling, that's the truth

It's all I wanna tell you, if I could

I would wait for you a whole lifetime

And hope you'll be waiting too (If you want to)

Most days, I'm the worst

Like I love drowning in my mess

But somehow I can still think about you

Like I've never had a thought at all before

Oh, I get so nervous, my mouth dries out

When I see you, I don't know what to say it

April really betrayed me this year

But I have learned to forgive

And love hasn't worked out for me

But seeing you feels like missing home

And it keeps me floating

That I am still able to dream

That I could wait for you a whole lifetime

And hope you'll be waiting too

Darling, that's the truth, truth

April really betrayed me this year

But I have learned to forgive

And love hasn't worked out for me

But seeing you feels like missing home

Darling, that's the truth

It's all I wanna tell you, if I could

I would wait for you a whole lifetime

And hope you'll be waiting too