this isn’t happiness

This ain't what happiness is

One thing

I notice every single detail around me

And today

I already feel like I've seen everything

My vision, my threefold senses

I feel love, I feel touch, I feel pain

And I feel you near me, too

For everyone else don't seem easy to do

Like everything's always anticipated

Imagined it before it was created

Worry about what isn't happening yet

This ain't what happiness is

This isn't happiness

That's just how it is

I'm overthinking

And don't let me forget

This ain't what happiness is

What would never cross your mind

I do it all the time

Just overthinking

Please don't let me forget

This ain't what happiness is

Lately I've been feeling slightly colder

Since every movement I make moves the surrounding air

And I've been leaning on my own two shoulders

Since nobody else is around to care

And I know I own pet peeves enjoy fucking with me

And I can't put on blinkers I got to see

I've got to detect the peripherals

And I've got to inspect each visual, no, no

Like everything's always anticipated

Imagined it before it was created

Worry about what isn't happening yet

This ain't what happiness is

This isn't happiness

That's just how it is

I'm overthinking

And don't let me forget

This ain't what happiness is

What would never cross your mind

I do it all the time

Just overthinking

Please don't let me forget

This ain't what happiness is

This ain't what happiness is

This ain't what happiness is