desperate

I can taste something bitter in the sweetness

There's an aching in my lungs 'cause I'm not breathing

I break myself to pieces, test my patience

Craving just a little validation

When will I start feeling like I'm good enough for you?

Only happy if you're happy for me

Dying every second you ignore me

Now all my self-worth depends on you

When did I become so desperate?

When did I become so insecure?

I hate myself so you can love me more

When did I become so desperate?

Break the mirror on my bedroom door

How much longer can I do this for?

Do this for

Scared that nothing that I say is gonna convince me

Need to hear it come from you or I don't sleep

I spend my free time wishing I was different

New identities and new beginnings

I don't know what I'm supposed to do

When did I become so desperate?

When did I become so insecure?

I hate myself so you can love me more

When did I become so desperate?

Yeah

Break the mirror on my bedroom door

How much longer can I do this for?

Do this for

When did I become so insecure?

I hate myself so you can love me more

When did I become so desperate?

Yeah

I break the mirror on my bedroom door

When did I become so

When did I become so

I hate myself so you can love me more

I need you to love me

Love me

Love me