The Break Up Song (feat. Yanti)

We just keep going back and forth and I’m tired of trying

got too much pride to admit our love is dying

I think it’s evident when smiles are less than crying

what used to be fun is now just full of fighting

Sometimes the honeymoons over and you know

the change happens so slight and so slow

Either way we analyse explain or say it

wont make a difference to the outcome, we can’t change it

I know we’re trying to save the memories we made

I know we put in energy we think we got a save

But there’s no point dwelling on the old days because we’ve come on a journey

now we’re going separate ways

It’s sad but it happens to the best of us

is it loneliness that we are shook will threaten us

It’s hard to break free from a partnership I know

When it’s dark I can’t sleep that’s when it really shows

When I’m distracted it’s easy to get on and when they ask about you

only so much i can let on

But I got a get on and remember the struggle

in the present of absence you forget troubles

I’m not falling back to the same circle

it’s funny how we met and felt it would be eternal

I can only laugh thinking about human nature

things that maybe minor now will end up being major

Sometimes just let it be

It’s draining my energy

My conscious tellin me to just let it go

I don’t regret anything

You were my heart and sin

Bittersweet memories

To just let it go

It’s like we gotta a keep up appearances

we don’t want to mess up like our parents did

so we stick it out trying to make it work

my hearts shattered I feel sick from the hurt

like it’s too much headache to go through a break

starting again it’s just too much to take

but I don’t feel no spark when we kiss

we make no eye contact and I don’t miss

having you around are used to count the minutes

my day seem pointless if I didn’t have you in it

but tell me what have we reached the emotions

Im feeling are getting so peak

I can’t eat thinking about the situation

anxious at night with the realisation

that it is getting closer to the crisis

if I haven’t spoken up yet it’s clear my eyes did

I know you feel it when we next to each other

you tryna be a good man so why should you suffer

true story every day is tougher

I’ve even become like a daughter to your mother

We don’t talk but our silence speaks volumes

if we go on a break I know I’ll still want you

but one of us has to cut the tie

will be suffering in silence and living out a lie

What if we miss meeting our soulmate

cause we didn’t have the courage and we left it so late

But what if its us and we don’t know how to try

you been so poker faced this the first I’ve seen you cry

And it hurts really this breaks me

we were Only kids when we met this is crazy

Is this it then is it happening?

I can’t breathe trust me I’ve been practising

So you feel it to you so you agree?

why are you noddin in your head

I thought that you loved me

now my tears fall uncontrollable

it’s a problem that seems on solvable

your grippin me hard you know it’s reality

you didn’t think that this would be happening

it’s for the best I’m not taking no sides

it’s hurting my pride emotional suicide

your hand on my heart I’m lifting your fingers

its time to let go your energy will linger

Sometimes just let it be

It’s draining my energy

My conscious tellin me to just let it go

I don’t regret anything

You were my heart and sin

Bittersweet memories

To just let it go