Grand Ideas

Lately, I've been trying to help myself out

Switching my brain on and off again

Get some time away from me

I want to shed my skin

Leave an empty shell behind

Start a new life somewhere other than here

Got all these grand ideas

But everything I have is too heavy to hold

Everything I do feels out of my control

Everything I have is too heavy to hold

Everything I do feels out of my control

Lately, I've been trying to sort myself out

Creating some space trying to rearrange

All of these thoughts bigger than me

There's a living room inside my head

Even fictitiously, it's a fucking mess

You're by the window, letting me know

I'm always with you, my dear

Everything I have is too heavy to hold

Everything I do feels out of my control

Everything I have is too heavy to hold

Everything I do feels out of my control

Everything I have is too heavy to hold

I'm trying to let go

I'm drowning in myself

I'm finding it a little hard

To do all the things while I'm here

Got all these grand ideas

Everything I have is too heavy to hold

Everything I do feels out of my control

Everything I have is too heavy to hold

Everything I do feels out of my control

Everything I have is too heavy to hold

Everything I do feels out of my control

Everything I have is too heavy to hold

Everything I do feels out of my control

Everything I have is too heavy to hold

Everything I do feels out of my control

Everything I have is too heavy to hold

I'm trying to let go