Can't At All

I learned talking but I can’t listen at all

I learned listening but I don’t care at all

I learned caring but I can’t feel at all

I learned feeling but I can’t love at all

I can’t at all

Each time I reach the summit I see another one grow

I’m searching through some places I never looked at before

But I’m so tired from working this thing I love that hurts me the most

I can’t at all

I learned loving but I can’t apologize

Apologizing now I can’t compromise

Negotiations, I still want to be heard

I take it out on him cuz I’m still hung up on them

And now they’re listening but I don’t know what to say

I said so much in my head just the other day

So scared it’s all for nothing

Am I just picking the bones?

I saw the way she moved. I know how it goes

And I see what we have in common, I’ll admit

But if I’m gonna end up like that, I should just quit

And I know she’s always there, with plenty of love

So then why am I so scared to call?