Vanish

Vanish in the world around me leaving ash and bone

This crown of thorns it shows no mercy but it's my own

I grace these walls with all my failures

What have I become?

I think it's time for my forgiveness, lick these wounds to heal

A loveless crime with no conviction, left behind the wheel

I know it's time, lay down surrender

Someone take control

'Cause I'm afraid to love

'Cause I'm afraid I'll leave

I'm living with these lies that only I believe

And I don't want to walk

And I don't want to run

'Cause I'm afraid of falling in front of everyone

Hold me down and hurt my feelings, I won't do the same

Locked away my heart unwilling, I've taken all the blame

The darkest hour always finds me

The story ends the same

'Cause I'm afraid to win

'Cause I don't want to lose

'Cause I'm afraid of falling under your review

And I'm afraid to live

And I'm too tired to try

I fall behind these shadows and killed off all the light

This never ending longing feeling waiting to be loved

I'm still believing in forever but it never comes

And I don't want to walk

Don't want to have to run

'Cause I'm afraid of falling (I keep falling)

In front of everyone