Talking To Myself

I'm tired of thinking

Finding what is wrong

Analyzing

Until my mind is numb

Guess I'm a fool for rushing in

Swore I wouldn't

Let my emotions win again

And again (Ah)

Saw the truth a little late

Deception disguised as fate

Should say goodbye somehow (Ah-ah)

Drag it on another day

Just so I don't have to think

Am I happy now

Back to talkin' to myself

Hmm

I'm tired of being

The one that's not enough

Inside I'm screaming

It's time to shut it up

Said that I wouldn't let you in

Swore I meant it

Let my emotions win again

And again (Ah)

Saw the truth a little late

Deception disguised as fate

Should say goodbye somehow (Ah-ah)

Drag it on another day

Just so I don't have to think

Am I happy now

Back to talkin' to myself

What happened to my judgement?

Thought they were blind, but was it me?

My view was out of focus

Blurred lines of sensibility

What happened to my judgement?

Thought they were blind, but it was me

I didn't wanna lose it

Even though I wasn't happy

Maybe it made me feel a little less lonely (Ah)

Saw the truth a little late

Deception disguised as fate

Should say goodbye somehow (Ah-ah)

Drag it on another day

Just so I don't have to think

Am I happy now

Back to talkin' to myself