Exless

I don't know why

But I'm feeling like

I need to scream on the highway

Windows down

In the middle of winter

Miss family dinner

But it's not like there'd be much on my plate anyway

"Why'd you have to leave?"

Or "Why did you cheat?"

Shout something cathartic or borderline pathetic

Write it out and send it

Hope that you don't get it

But it's not like I have much to say anyway

No, it's not like I have much to say anyway

'Cause I don't have an ex

I don't have a one that got away

And I always forget, oh

That I can't count the boys I didn't date

So why do I feel this way

When I don't have an ex?

I don't know why

It's been on my mind

I've never not been lonely

It's not like I haven't had a few heartbreaks

More than I've had dates

But I just want to love before I lose

And I know I'm young

Got nothing but time

But I'm only growing older

And I wanna invest in something I'll regret

Is hat a big request?

'Cause I just want to play the radio

And shout about a feeling that I know

But I don't have an ex

I don't have a one that got away

And I always forget, oh

That I can't count the boys I didn't date

So why do I feel this way

When I don't have an ex?

'Cause I thought it'd be you

To break my heart if you had to

Would have let it slide if I had got to call you mine

But instead I'm on my own

Back to what I'm used to

Without you

'Cause I thought it'd be you

To break my heart if you had to

Would have let it slide if I had got to call you mine

But instead I'm on my own

Back to what I'm used to

Without you

And I might be a mess

What did I expect?

When I don't have a one that got away

And I always forget, oh

That I can't count the boys I didn't date

Why do I feel this way

When I don't have an ex?