Bad Luck

Let me tell you, let me tell you

Let me tell you why I have some bad luck

Yeah

Ay, look, ay

Let me tell you why I have some bad luck

'Cause every time I try, I'm never good enough

Everybody's happy without me

I'm never needed, I'm heated, 'cause no one ever really gives a fuck

And I don't think I have a heart no more

'Cause every time I feed it, they eat it, break it to pieces

I'm really hatin' the way they treatin'

They repeat it, tell me, why they gotta make it tough?

To love, to trust

Like I'm so fucked up, I can't reconstruct

So I self destruct and my mind blows up

Guess it's just my luck to get fucked over, over and over again

Never sober again

Can't win, guess this the end

The last time, last sign that they gonna have to give

And that sucks, I'm such a sad fuck with bad luck

And a lot of shit on my mind

Stop wastin' my time

You just wanna see me decline

You always gotta come from behind, like damn, I'm alive and I'm fucking surprised

Like damn

Can't you see the pain in my eyes? I am

Pessimistic, super distant

Always trippin', mentalistic

I've been hittin' marijuana, ease the trauma, I just wanna be

Happy, why is that so hard for me?

Why's it getting super hard to breathe?

Can't control my thoughts, anxiety

Is taking over, lie to me and cry to me

But fake it all, 'cause you're involved in not getting my problems solved

You watch me fall and drop the ball, I won't fall, my homey

I slip not from the tippity-tip-top, I'ma flippity-flip-flop, I stand tall, nope

Luck

Won't

Be

On

My side for the rest of my life, I try, I try, I try too hard

And I cry, I cry, I cry so hard, yeah

Luck

Won't

Be

On

My side for the rest of my life, I try, I try, I try too hard (Yo)

And I cry, I cry, I cry so hard, yeah

Lemme tell you why I have some bad luck

'Cause nothin' in my head ever adds up

And I can never see when I have love

So go and put your motherfuckin' hats up

To the depressed and the lost and the vanquished

The damaged and stressed And the blankly confused

Who don't know what to do with themselves and are fighting with nothing to lose

So they sip on the booze and they rip on a bong, and they listen to songs like these

I can never Do the Right Thing, Spike Lee

Never been the man and I'll never understand

Why nobody ever really likes me, I see

So many flaws, so many mistakes

Nobody calls, 'cause they all be fake

I guess I'ma fall, right down to my fate

Which is nothin' at all, just black hole

Takin' my soul filled with emptiness

I got lows, no highs when getting lit

I don't talk, I'm not the friendliest

My bad luck is like the deadliest

It's like poison, block out noise and weight on my chest is the heaviest

Can't keep going, so i'm slowing down till I can't take the mental shit

Luck

Won't

Be

On

My side for the rest of my life, I try, I try, I try too hard

And I cry, I cry, I cry so hard, yeah

Luck

Won't

Be

On

My side for the rest of my life, I try, I try, I try too hard

And I cry, I cry, I cry so hard, yeah