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Credits
PERFORMING ARTISTS
Ethel Cain
Vocals
Hayden Silas Anhedönia
Lead Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Hayden Silas Anhedönia
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Ethel Cain
Producer
Lyrics
Bare naked under my nightgown
Pissin' on the stove to put it out
Watchin' him through holes in his door
Suckin' on the back of his leg to stay warm
Older brother made a name for himself with the cops
Scumbag fuck, but I swear that he's not
He's so good to me and to nobody else
So you should watch yourself
Mama's comatose, she can't leave the bed
Somethin' smells rotten, and it startin' to spread
I'm bad, he's worse, we're already dead
We're already dead
We wake up, and all the fuckin' lights are out
You can't win 'em all
Who knows how much longer
I'll lay on the floor
Touch me till I vomit
I'm not scared of God
I'm scared he was gone all along
Who will take the fall?
Who of us is stronger
You'll just want it more
If you could, you'd have fought it
But you know you're not
From the start, they knew you were wrong
You were wrong
Older brother made a name for himself with the feds
White trash dick but I love him to death
He's so good to me and to nobody else
So you can fuck yourself
You get off on innocence, so you savor this
Does your baby know her daddy's a rapist
He hates the way you look at me
You're already dead
You're already dead
If he wakes up, he'll show you what I'm talkin' about
You can't win 'em all
Who knows how much longer
I'll lay on the floor
Touch me till I vomit
I'm not scared of God
I'm scared he was gone all along
Who will take the fall?
Who of us is stronger
You'll just want it more
If you could, you'd have fought it
But you know you're not
From the start, they knew you were wrong
You were wrong
You were wrong
You were wrong
Written by: Hayden Silas Anhedönia