Ghost Town Rituals

And when I open my eyes I see the end of

An ending life I've forgotten how to live

I keep forgetting, I keep rebuilding

This is when I say I'm done

I haven't learned

No one will show me, so I go on my own

Honestly, I'm so fucking pitiful

Don't tell me what I've heard before

Destined to walk another day alone

This day is dying

This day is fucking dead

Just shine my way back home

You can stay if you find comfort

Don't speak

Just breathe instead

Just don't leave me alone

I don't just need it, I deserve it

I want what I promised myself

I want what you promised us all

I'm coming to terms

This is the end of denial

Sometimes things just fall apart

Angels laugh above me and demons wait below

I'm naked, bare, and broken, ready to go home

Now I need you more than ever

And when heaven overlooks me I'll need you there to pick me back up