My life, I've been fuckin' contemplating
Cuz I know that nobody can save me
They hate me but they fuckin made me
I'm breaking, reaper come take me
Lost the good I had
Fuck I'm so down bad
I'm fucked up in my fuckin head
All I want is for me to be fuckin dead
Never right, so there's nothing left
When everything comes to a fuckin end
I can't fill this void, I'm stuck with this emptiness
When I go ghost, no one asks where I went
So fuck you all I don't need this petty shit
You don't care about my suicidal intentions
It's hard to love when all I feel is hate
I never know how much I can take
Times running out, am I too late?
I don't care bitch I'm still on my way
To the top and I won't stop
Until my body fuckin drops
What started this? My fuckin' thoughts
Bitch I'm fuckin self taught
To be my own fuckin god
Bitch my targets on lock
Makin art with my flaws
All they can do is watch
Lost the good I had
Fuck I'm so down bad
All I do is keep in my emotions
If I keep it up, I'll tie up that rope end
Pressing my luck, wherever I'm going
I don't give a fuck, I'll keep on choking
I'll fucking die, if I keep on smoking
That's not a lie, i am not joking
I'm cold as ice, my hearts fuckin frozen
Bitch it is time, I get the storm growing
