Dreamland

Yeah, yeah, oh

Yeah, oh

Oh

It was hard growin' up like I did

Seein' everybody had this and I ain't never have shit

Like fuck Christmas and a birthday, I ain't never have gifts

Livin' a broken life, like a **** actin' in Spike script

Hold on with the vice grip

This just how mothafuckin' life is

****, this is my life, sad that I would do it for a price

B & E's each and every single night, just to get the pockets right

Split it up even amongst the guys

Hard as fuck 'cause it made the money tight

Couldn't even catch a break from the state, caught a case

I was only thirteen, had a mask on the face

I was 5'5, had a nine on the waist

I was smart as a bitch and let my mind go to waste

I was always on my own

Makin' sure my moves were never known

Young as fuck but I was movin' grown

Heart made of stone

Always thought that I would be alone

Even with the love that I was shown

Nobody ever gave a real fuck about me

So why would I give a fuck about ye

I was skinny, I was hungry, I ain't have food to eat

Makin' trouble on the double dutch that's how I released

It was hard growin' up like I did

Seein' everybody had this and I ain't never have shit

Like fuck Christmas and a birthday, I ain't never have gifts

Livin' a broken life, like a **** actin' in Spike script

Hold on with the vice grip

This just how mothafuckin' life is

I can't complain if I tried, a **** only glad that he alive

Dealin' with the pain, gotta keep it bottled up inside

I'm a black man, that's how we survive

Can't remember stable places, we was in and out of basements

Layin' on some carpet 'cause it's better than the pavement

Livin' in a motel, mama couldn't make it

Daddy had another bitch, guess he couldn't face it

Anything we ever gained he would try to come and take it

If she ever spoke about it he would lose his fuckin' patience

Several different ways to beat her, can't believe he's so creative

Sad to say it to this day I still really fuckin' hate him, yeah

It was hard growin' up like I did

Seein' everybody had this and I ain't never have shit

Like fuck Christmas and a birthday I ain't never have gifts

Livin' a broken life like a **** actin' in Spike script

Hold on with the vice grip

This just how mothafuckin' life is