Happysad

Summer time, every night we would break up

Most times you would cry out your make up

Make love, still drunk when we wake up

Lost a lot of friends just to keep you

Never left the house, we was always stuck

My parents hated you more than all the drugs

Keepin' up with you, it was toxic

So bad that we stopped it

I'm happy, I'm happy, happiest when I'm sad

I'm happy, I'm happy, happiest when I'm sad

I've been sober for a minute now and I don't like the way it feels

I miss us livin' on your couch, gettin' high off your sister's pills

The stupid shit we fight about, the secrets I still never tell

I'm on a stairway to Heaven, missin' the way you give me Hell

I'm happy, I'm happy, happiest when I'm sad

I'm happy, I'm happy, happiest when I'm sad

I like you most in the madness

It ain't real if it's average, yeah

It's only good when it's tragic

Maybe we were cursed, maybe we were magic

I heard you moved home, hope you're doin' better

So you found a nice guy, hate to see you settle

'Cause I know how much you love

To cry out your name

I'm happy, I'm happy, happiest when I'm sad

I'm happy, I'm happy, happiest when I'm sad

I've been sober for a minute now and I don't like the way it feels

I miss us livin' on your couch, gettin' high off your sister's pills

The stupid shit we fight about, the secrets I still never tell

I'm on a stairway to Heaven, missin' the way you give me Hell

I'm happy, I'm happy, happiest when I'm sad

I'm happy, I'm happy, happiest when I'm sad

I'm happy, I'm happy, happiest when I'm sad

I'm happy, I'm happy, happiest when I'm sad