If I Don't

He is so nice

Yeah nice is good

I know he loves me

Why can’t I sleep?

Don’t even eat

Why am I so lonely

Conversations with myself inside my head

Kinda wish you could hear it

Starting fights of all the little things you say

Like I lost all my feelings

Dealing with all of my bullshit cause he really loves me, loves me, loves me

Why am I so lonely, lonely, lonely

Yeah he really loves me, loves me, loves me

I can’t make me love you if I don’t

Na na na na na, mhm

Na na na na na

Na na na na

I can’t make me love you if I don’t

Na na na na na, mhm

Na na na na na

Na na na na

I’m such a mess

Mess with your heart

Until I make you hate me

I get so bored and you

Get insecure cause

Nothing makes me happy

Got so lost that I keep having

Conversations with myself inside my head

Kinda wish you could hear it

Starting fights of all the little things you say

Like I lost all my feelings

Dealing with all of my bullshit cause he really loves me, loves me, loves me

Why am I so lonely, lonely, lonely

Yeah he really loves me, loves me, loves me

I can’t make me love you if I don’t

Na na na na na, mhm

Na na na na na

Na na na na

I can’t make me love you if I don’t

Na na na na na, mhm

Na na na na na

Na na na na

I can’t make me love you if I

Don’t feel like I used to feel

Don’t love like I used to love

Don’t want you to hold me close

I can’t make me love you if I

Don’t feel like I used to feel

Don’t love like I used to love

Don’t want you to hold me close

I can’t make me love you if I don’t

Na na na na na, mhm

Na na na na na

Na na na na