Plants Don't Grow

Plants don’t grow, when it’s dark and cold

Something that seemed so simple, is the part unknown

Do you see what I see on my own

Something that seemed so simple is the part unknown

Part of mes wrong

I still think about it daily it’s done

I got things bottled up, that I can’t take the lid off if I could get rid of they’d be gone

Everything you done for me

I can’t ever pay back so it’s long

Don’t care if no one relates cos I wrote this all for you it’s your song

And It’s hard I still don’t know

There’s a big world out there I still don’t go

All the things that I feel I still don’t show

Im working on myself daily heal me slow

And I feel ashamed of myself In a way

I Haven’t been there for you, you been the same

I feel so guilty for things I weren’t there for and I think about it most days

I know I said plants don’t grow

They do grow

Anything I want for myself I want 2 folds

Cos you deserve it

Don’t be so hard on yourself it’s you that’s worth it

Look what you done for the youts its super certi

You’re a great person, look at you super person

I’m so proud, I’m proud I can’t hide it

There’s a few things that helped it weren’t silence

There’s a few ways but I can’t let out my stress

There’s a few days that I can’t get out my bed

But the outcome remains

The only thing changed was the way that I think in my head

Scared of the future and i live in regret it’s not healthy I wanna change things for the best

I wanna change things for my friends, for my family and anyone that helped me progress I love you, so much, trust me