If We Could Just Pretend

Where did you go?

What did you do?

With all the time

You were too scared to move

What is it like

To be by yourself

For three and a half years?

For roughly three and a half years?

If we could just pretend that I went to college

And that is why you, you haven't seen me

I wanted to go, but not for this long

I overdid it, I overdid it

Why did you say that I was one in a million?

'Cause I believed it, I thought I had somethin' that you

Were too scared to lose

So if we could just pretend that I went to college

And travelled abroad, and did something different

Anything, but just sitting at home

For three and a half years

Writing song after song, after song

So what is it like to be by yourself and not

Feel like you'll die around everyone else?

I thought I was one in a million, well, thanks for nothing

Yeah, thank you, thank you